Pathetic.

There is nothing more pathetic than looking at your life and realising that you have wasted 2 years. Two years in which you have accomplished nothing tangible.
Can friends and growing up and learning more about yourself be enough? When there are no tangible results?
Can it be enough?
On I go, to pursue my dream.

Somebody Should Leave

I have been packing up to leave, and been getting more and more morose by the minute. Not exactly morose, but more of a dragging, heavy sense of weightiness, that says “this is done, and the next is here again”. And even as much as I have hated and ranted about this place, it has [...]

One Day, One Room

Today was rather awfully bland.
Nothing happened.
Very nondescript, grey kind of day.
Dreamed a lot, that’s probably why.
This kind of day always leaves me discontent.
Like a huge waste of time, of having done nothing, simply wasting time and energy in nothing.
Waste of space and breath and time, such an awful blip in the whole time continuum.
I’d rather [...]

…And From Sudden Death..

I was driving back to hospital campus when the accident happened.
The small road into campus opens at a 90 degree angle to the main road, and we can almost never see if any vehicle is coming into the road from the hospital courtyard. I rely on a generous use of the horn and creeping along [...]

In Search Of Intelligent Conversation

Oh what wouldn’t I do to just have an intelligent conversation with someone. Any one!
Why is that sometimes too much to ask for?
This, my dear, is what happens when the guy you vaguely think you can have intelligent conversations with ( and with whom you do have intelligent conversations with, just that it is all [...]

I hate.

I hate that sometimes I feel like life is somehow passing me by.
I hate that I feel like that despite having so much to do, and so much to finish and so much to look forward to.
I hate this, this feeling of wanting to run away, but not knowing where and to whom.
I hate [...]

Fin.

There is something about going back to the place where you’ve spent 5 years of your life – You could, and I did wax lyrical about how much i missed it – from the treeless hills that surround the place to the sheer melting pot atmosphere that you get only in a truely great college [...]

Heartbreak

Sometimes, the moral of the story i s :
Never dream a dream that depends on someone else.
You are, of a certainity, headed for heart break.

Before He Cheats

She first realized that something was wrong when he began being busy on Thursday nights, though it was supposed to be his day off.

He’s probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp,
and she’s probably getting frisky…
Right now, he’s probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can’t shoot whiskey…
Right now, he’s probably up [...]

Up !

Life is.. weird.
I spent the last weekend at home – kind of a long weekend – 4 days, ‘cos it is Onam in Kerala right now, and everyone and everything goes shopping and home during onam. So I did too. This is the longest I’ve spent at home since coming to Kerala.
And coming [...]